How Neptune squares neptunes literally, fucks you.

First, please read https://askastrology.com/neptune-square-neptune/. 

 How did this person fool me? Instead of saying it is a mystery, I would say it was because of this transit, Neptune square Neptune. 

There is no relief but giving up... in the author words, " If Neptune squares a point, it brings growth through loss or the need to surrender and have faith; it brings the challenge of faith. " My Neptune is in the first house. Ugh! This means this is something related to my personality.. no, I would say this is something related to I START THINGS that is also the first house. 

Today is the last day where Mars, Now transiting VII house, opposes the magic Neptune in the natal in the I house. 

          Mars opposes Neptune (Transit text Poppe Forecast)

You may discover that you have been betrayed by someone very dear to you at this time, as deceptions can be found at the highest levels of work, government or domestic life. 

Now I am experiencing a Grand Cross, so I will experience a considerable tension between my personality's contrasting aspects. This lead to feeling pulled in multiple directions, which is discombobulating and creates internal struggle that leads to great frustration that spills over into life. At least it is mutable. 

I just came from the post office, this situation has never been so clear as it is now. 

So Ok, I lift his spirit up in both ways. "Todo entra con paciencia y saliva, decía mi abuela". ...in several ways indeed. 

How long he will enjoy this victory? It may take a minute to create a post on LinkedIn to share my experience in the first job I got in England. 

But who cares? Yes, he deserves it, but I'm not going to take more shit from this turned-around-turtle which is the nickname I created for him after our first passion night xD

I came what I wrote the day after and I thought OH SO MUCH DRAMA that fits nicely in a fire moon as Victoria's. This is typical behaviour of a fire moon, "the day" is explosion. The day after, nahhh it is not so serious.." It's me again doing sex teaching.." xD

I love my unique way in giving me a fuck everything in one/two days scheme..

:)